Who do you like?
Goddamnit.
I’m so angry at myself.
Why does it have to be this way?
You were one of the guy friends I didn’t want to lose.
Do not like me.
I know you do. I know it.
Sadly I was selfish enough to still talk to you in the same way
It’s my fault completely, I led you on.
Led you on and broke you.
I shouldn’t have asked who you liked, knowing the answer.
I was tired of the random flirts and I wanted to know if was true and…
I hurt you.
If you could read my blog, this would be an apology.
I really am truly sorry.
You’re thinking about it a lot and I know it.
I started to really get to know you for like two weeks
Somehow I still know you like that.
You told me you were in tears.
You told me a mutual friend was talking you through it.
That mutual friend kinda lashed on me..
{Sir Double D} IS RUINING YOUR LIFE.
No he is not. He loves me.
That was the best thing for me to say. It’s true, right?
Right?
This could not have all been for nothing, right?
Please be right.
He even told me he was just being a horny teenager.
I couldn’t reply. I think I said something like
he’s using me?
There were bits and pieces of my heart just kinda
kinda
shattering.
And then I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
A guy cried over me.
I broke a guy’s heart like it was nothing.
And at the time I felt almost nothing about it.
Now I do.
I feel terrible.
Terrible for the guy.
I can not take back me telling him I wasn’t liking him.
I did nothing.
I now can not take back his feeling..
his feeling as if he was
shattered.
Erik, asedftfuhbinnjkm, it isn’t your fault. I promise. It’s mine. Getting mad at each other about this won’t help.. Though I understand why you would be mad at me.
Tags: dating, guys, love, relationships, ruined, shattered